Inhibitions

Being yourself can be so difficult sometimes.

People judged you. People misunderstood you. People critized you.

I lost a buddy today. Maybe he was juz being himself and I judged him. Maybe he disappoints too much. Maybe I lost all tolerance for him. He gave up the friendship and I have to comply. Maybe I feel he is not worth savaging anymore. Anyway, all the best to you, Nic.

I dun think we ever wanna be alone, no matter how different everyone of us are, no matter whether u like the differences or not. I tried and hates being alone. What's the reason of existence anymore, if it's only you and yourself? So we alter, we change, we make ourselves to become what others would love us to be. So that we won't be alone. So that people likes you. You are not the fucker people detest. You are not the fucker people wag behind your back. You are not the fucker people try to avoid.

None of us are perfect.

It's so easy to victimise one, the worse of the lot, the scorn of the gang and make him the butt of jokes, the highlight of topics. Just because his mistakes are more obvious. Just because he is less than accomodating. Just because he has been quiet. Just because our own flaws haben been found out yet. Imagine the day when everything you do is deemed unacceptable by the gang. Nothing you do is right. You become the outcast. The exiled. Have you become a fucker too?

Hell no. You are just in the wrong company.

For everyone who hates you out there, there is someone who likes you juz as much. For being your fucking self. No one is totally right and you are not totally wrong. If all of us were to be stripped naked of inhibitions and juz express ourselves freely, trust me...everyone will be showing everyone the middle finger.