Bit by bit.

Another 3 a.m. and I am damn shacked by now. This is the 3rd night in a row I am wide awake.

Being alone nowadays means having more time to reflect, ponder or miss someone. I am uncomfortable with this new-found luxery...but it actually sharpens my senses and put things into perspectives. No rush hour, my own pace, my own sweet time.

I have much to say, but it's tough telling, sharing or explaining to another. Since I dun like the idea of toking to myself, I write. Writing them down and reading again later is my way of self-healing...how to find someone to listen and understand 100%? Everyone has their own stories, their downsides, their heartaches... I am not exactly an introvert, 'juz selectively introverted'.

One advice I should heed is to maybe have time for myself, do things I always wanna do.
Setup my home studio..improve my playing skills, write more songs, see the world thru my lens etc. etc. But before all this is possible, I should learn to be alone.

There's another 362 days to go and I wanna see some positive changes. maybe I should learn to sleep earlier first. hah.