Mayday heeded

May started on a good note.

And my mood have become better too.

This is one month where I can catch a breather. June will be bad again but damn! See May thru first! I am not writing as much as I wanted too...sometimes there is juz too much to sort out inside my brain. Thank you for leaving a short but very encouraging msg, I truly appreciate it!

I wanna be a better man. A man that has more love than hatred. Due to certain predicaments, I am challenged to justify my beliefs. Given a choice....given some luck....or given a second shot in life, no one will want to be a quitter. Some juz have it easier than others, like it or not. Some are juz blessed. Those blessed ones might juz be the shittiest people around...but it's their destiny for this lifetime. I am not here by choice....not the luckiest by facts, not the richest by reality. And it can be worse.

I am wat I am because I want to be. It's so so easy to quote, to say I know, to blame it on everything else. The bigger question is..can we come to terms with ourselves? My life is already such...face it. Like I said, given a God damn choice, everyone wants the best for themselves. Fact is Life dun give you much choices but Life give you chances...Life give you Time. I might not be blessed...but I can WANT TO BE BLESSED and I can try to feel blessed. Or at the very least count my blessings. It might not be alot but sometimes it's all that matters.

Frankly, it can be alot worse.