How do u kill yourself?

I got knocked out for 16 hours.

There were no recollection of previous night's activity, no memory of the things I have done or said, no idea how I managed to drag myself home. I woke up very dehydrated, with a bad hangover and still impaired judgement. Brusied right knuckles, sore right thumb, cut fourth finger, and a swollen left knee. I remembered vaguely trashing up some tables, chairs and signboard. I was pissed at something or someone. A stranger stared at my madness and I am too wasted to even drew out his face. I swayed and stumbled. I breathed hard and mumbled. I vomitted.

I opened my eyes to see 8:35 pm on the table clock. I saw numerous missed calls and msgs on the mobile. I felt like I was dying. I could have died.

Enough, Sam. Enough.