Life, as it is.

2 months into the year and the same bad feeling crept back again.

Life is such, I guessed. One moment you can be up in the clouds and the next you are left all high and dry. In a calmer state of mind, rationale and better sense prevail and I understand things happen for a reason. Life is like a jukebox on loop. We go thru the start, hit the chorus and come to the ending, again and again. The difference is maybe the tune played each time, but then again, some choose to play the same tune everytime.

I love that Life is unpredictable. With that, I have to accept the package that comes with this unpredictability. It's easy to only relish the better moments, who wouldn't? But the bad ones serve an important role to remind and teach us about wrong decisions or cherishing better ones. With hope, life goes on. With love, I survive. I think that's how Life even out for everyone of us. You dun win everytime.

On a more positive note, I know I am going to emerge from every episode a better man. Without Life's lessons, I wouldn't be the man I am now. Going thru period of pain, grief or loss is difficult, but emerging from it can only make us stronger, and hopefully we become better persons too.

A younger me would have been filled with soreness, hatred and injustice. Now, I rather apprecate Life with people who appreciate me and search for happiness. Time is too short and we only have one lifetime.

Hopefully you can be happy entwining yours with mine. If not, c'est la vie.

'It's only possible to do what I do because I love you,
If I do what I do because you love me, then the love is not unconditional as how love should be.'

~ Sam G