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I found out I have been deemed a lousy 'stock option'. 
I am calm. Sad but calm.

I am Sam. All that I wanted is to be happy. To love and to be loved.

Thank you those people! For letting me know that I am so lousy. That I dun measure up to your expectations! That I am so totally out of your league. That I am a average looking man, with low earning power and a very humble family background. That all the love that I can ever give is never going to be enough for the materialism of your high and mighty group! That my feelings and existence as a human being is never going to matter cos I am so out of sync with this realistic and materialistic society.

Thank you for giving me a chance to know your world! Thank you and all the very best to you, the realistic and materialistic ones! Thank you for showing me how privileged, how affluent and how deserving your niche group are! Thank you for reminding me that I am different, that I deserve lesser, that my life can never fit into your money-conscious system! Thank you very much!

What an awakening!

Now! Let me go wallow with my loser peers and do our good-for-nothing antics! Let me go find the soulmates or love ones who will appreciate me for the person I am! Let there be a line firmly drawn between our differences so that our paths will never, ever be crossed again!

And I wish you people all the best, in your endless pursuits of better, quality living! May your houses, cars and money be sufficient to sustain your lust of Life! May you forever be free from sufferings, sadness, sicknesses cos you will have all the money in the world to burn! May your heaven be filled with all the material goods even after you die! May you be happy and merry with like-minded people, busking in impressionable stuffs! May you find everlasting happiness cos you can afford it!

I apologise for being able to walk you a little further. Becos the place that the poor and losers belong to are so different from yours! Becos the place that love matters is so difficult for you! Becos in my very average world, you will have a tough time justifying your own existence!

I would love to see you people again someday, u know...cos I have a heart and I have love. But I might be going to hell or somewhere very cheap, uncomfortable or unpresentable, and I dun think you guys wanna be caught in the same places! Oh nevermind! I totally understand! You guys are different breeds and we are losers! Hopefully we will never meet again then, if not you are going to be a loser and rot in hell like me!! Hah!

I heard your high and mighty kinds are exempted from all the shits that can happen in Life? My god!! You guys are really different and privileged!!