August

4 months more and it's goodbye 2009!

I promised myself to end every year better than the last. Doesn't have to be spectacular, juz some little improvement or achievement. Though lots have happened this year, there's nothing I can be happy about yet. Hope it's not going to be a fruitless year.

Moving forward, I hope to be more involved with music...writing more songs and meeting more like-minded peeps. Even if I couldn't have a career outta this passion, I still want to be able to enjoy music as much as possible. I have a crazy idea to jet off to Taiwan and pursue my passion there. At least it seems more possible to 'live musically', given the established industry and vibrant music scene. Anyway this crazy thought is for a crazy me to do on a crazy day. Let's see if this day comes. I plan to do more travelling too...other than therapeutic for me, there's much to learn from other cultures. Maybe if I can find a place suitable for a 'mainstream outcast' like myself, I will get outta this shithole here and settle there permanantly. (I dun hate Singapore. I juz never like her.)

I haben been thinking too much recently...juz doing some ramdom or spontaneous stuffs and bounce along with Life. I think I deserve a break and mmm...go a little easy on myself. Shit happens and Life goes on. People that matters are still fine, even if some are not fine WITH me. I am happy somehow... knowing they are okay and living. Life is too short for grievances or haterd and I definitely prefer nicer memories with everyone than not, shall I go one day.

So...August is beautiful and I am going to end it with a wonderful trip with 2 other fools. Let's see if I, the Chief Fool, can find more fools to fool around foolishly in BKK!! Sebai sebai!!