Have A Good Journey Home...Shandy

I lost another fren yesterday.

After months of resistance, Shandy was finally called home to be with God.

We are not the best of frens, neither do we constantly keep in touch. It's always the occassional 'bump-intos' or updates from our mutual frens. But it's always depressing when someone you know passed on. I hoped she will finally find peace. I will remember you, Shandy *hugs*

I always told others...the older we get, the lesser frens we have. Maybe not lesser as in quantity, but more in terms of quality. People who have been there and done that with you... people who have significantly influenced, touched, taught and shared. This blunt fact is getting truer by the day, and I am feeling at my loneliest this current moment. I know the worse is yet to come.

How short-lived are our lives, aspirations, love and dreams? What are we searching for all this while? Yang said something about human having birthdays cos we more or less know when we are due to arrive into this world. But for death...you never know when you'll be taken. Far as it may seems be to us now, the way home is the eventual path for us all. We are living...chasing...loving like there is no tomorrow, like there is no end. So...to do or not to do?

I've heard about Death years ago but I dun know Death yet. I can tell you when I am dying, but not when I am dead. Dun worry, I am not getting suicidal now, juz feeling maybe Time is really short. Maybe we shall appreciate our everyday's existence is a blessing in itself. Maybe it's time I start living. Right now.

'The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time.' ~Mark Twain