Damn...What?

I wanna love but who's there? I wanna drink but I have to work the next day. I wanna fly but to where? I wanna sing but to who? I wanna sleep but I have insomnia. I wanna cry but there is no tears. I wanna dance but too fat. I wanna shout but who hears? I wanna run away but to where? I wanna be myself but can I? I wanna empathetize others but how to? I wanna have my dreams but it's too far. I wanna be a kid forever but I am old. I wanna have a family but my parents are divorced. I wanna be alone but I fear. I wanna smoke but bloody s'pore banned smoking everywhere. I wanna help my frens but I am helpless. I wanna forget but I am too sensitive. I wanna die but I love my mum.

I juz wanna be happy.