17th July - One foot in, thirty years and counting...

Life hasn't really been all good...or bad. As i am dragging on my fag, recalling the 30 years that flew past...I think i am thankful i am still alive now writing this.

The world is really different now. Fastpaced, busy, inflations, high cost of living, rising oil prices....blah blah blah...leaves me breathless. The purity of childhood have been stolen, morality eroded and realism rising. Money is the international language now. It will become a sickness, if not already has. Living has taken a whole new context.

I still remember when I was catching spiders among the bushes, jumping over 'zero-point' games, and comparing marbles during my time....when a trip to Mac is a luxery, and owning a computer brings so envy among my peers.

I dun have a degree, the only important certificate I own is my birth cert. I dun work in a high paying job with high post, no material stuffs to strut around, no big houses with pools to dive into etc. etc...

But I have a dream. A dream to live life to it's fullest and spread some love around. Hopefully I have another 30 years to do it.

"Making a difference is not about the impact, it's the effort to do so."